I’m 31y/I and I need an emergency loan (personal) due to my well being. First it was tolerable but since I was 12 13 y/I I had Severev Anxiety and panic attacks. Here I am almost 29years later with Severe Chronic Anxiety/Social Amxiety + Hypomanic Depression and/or Bipolar Disorder in the worst case scenario as my Psychologist put it. It’s time for me to take care of self myself especially since it’s now a Physical trauma. I had a panic attack about 8mos+more & now I can’t feel the left side of my face and it’s traveling down to ny collar bone down my left arm. I’m so scared I can’t stand idly by assuming & wondering. I need answers especially since it feels like an air bubble in my head moving till I feels it by the top of ny eye like on my eyelid and I it goes blurry but not it’s moving to my right eye. I have NEVER asked for help I always avoided the the doctor but I want, no need things to change. I slept and confined myself in my room to this day throughout without living. It’s like I’ve been awakened through this deep slumber with no memories. I refuse for my 30s to be like a Rerun. PLEASE HELP ME IM BEGGING YOU!!!! Thank your for your time -Erika